just some random things:
jialing-AHMA!! you PC very serious leh.sometimes make us so scary.haha but sometimes can be quite lame though.oh yea.take care of your bones worh (:

fionalee-ALWAYS hit me one...and you still owe me money worh.haha hope one day i can beat you back.hehe im lame.

athirah-DEARIE!haha we always spot-looking MR and MRS in the morning.very hyper when she comes out.(:

hafeeza-SITI SUKU! always go toilet plus asking me to accompany her.im her toilet companian man.and its she who started my name and i am the one who started her name.

cheryl-TAN ANYTHING!be more enthu kaes?dont be so blur le

tisha-MUST pay me the funds worh. we are so broke alrdy

chrysan-YAY! another sqdmate who loves MR and MRS!! she rocks man (:

rosalind-ANOTHER ONE FAMILY! i love your laughing.its like a disease and everybody will start laughing with you

shengling-TAN SOMETHING! so quiet in the background but actually very lame and crappy.haha also someone says she looks like me

jessica-HAHA! i love to hear your lame jokes (:

dalila-GIRL! so quiet but yet funny at times

yuting-DONT cry le okay.we will never leave you in the lurch,as we are SIRIUS! (:

jiaqi-LAME girl who always ask me for the spechooks.its now with me ma.and always talk crap and love to bounce (:

fionatan-TAN NOTHING! very serious and scary.haha jkjk.i mean she sometimes very funny also.LOL!

myrna-LAMMY!very lame girl and also acts well.be and actress in future okay?!

germaine-GERMS! always say "very funny iziit?".its really very funny lorh. (:

ebony-YOU! dont make me laugh so much leh, that i will vomit my coke. and make me choke so much and run to the toilet.you and your lame jokes (:

lixian-YEAH!glad that you become much more enthu le!

amirah-HAHA! your jokes are very lame and you are an entertainment

azizah-SO quiet! must talk more okay?! we are not scary people

shalini-LOANSHARK! money money every morning.haha.

jiatian-JIATINA! nice name i gave u right?im so pro leh.

li er-SOTONG! so cute name.and yr handphone incident very funny leh.also very blur (:

winghay-SORRY! i know i owe you alot of tags.haha but i very long nv blog le (:

azrina-VERY pro in drills lorh.also very enthu and serious.

deborah-BEST friends with azrina.also very gd with drills.

did i leave out anybody??

reading all those post on 6A, i didnt know how i exactly feel right now. i am sad to leave 6A,really sad.but since everyone went to secondary 1,at first people were so enthu to visit pcps.but now?everybody had their own friends,and nobody care to visit pcps anymore.take new year eve for example,less den 10 people came back,and i was like supposed to go plaza singapura with sqdmates but i delayed it just to go back.but,i didnt know that nobody was going back.i really regreted.maybe i shouldnt care about it anymore.all those class gatherings,i tried to attend,but do the others do so also?i really donno.maybe we werent as bonded as we thought to be.i feel like being separated from everybody.all have their own friends.at first i separated myself from eveybody just to be with 6A.but now i feel i dun have the need.its like i feel more united and bonded with sirius instead of 6A.do i really have to do this?i dunno.maybe i should. i alrdy told myself i will not go back to pcps anymore,not even teachers day.i know nobody was going to,so why should i?

i have no more reasons to love him anymore,since many loved him. i might just as well give him up. i dun want to hurt once more again.

its so funny.in the ATC form there's a blank which ask if i can swim.FIRSTLY,im scared of water,but i can still swim ABIT.however,whenever i swim,i will sink to the bottom.so,WHAT SHOULD I WRITE??haha.

YAY! got some of ZHIYANG'S SONGS le!!! (: super happy now.i love his "yi shou jian dan de ai" so much.he sing until like so romantic and smoothing.DOUBLE YAY!!

that day NPDP was fun actually.once we alighted from the bus those sirs there immediately asked us to march inside.quickly,we formed a squad and kuku me didnt know actually im the right marker.haha im so short leh.yea.and we stood like under 5.15pm den we gotta sit down,where we talked for very ong,cause very boring dat time.in front of us are those chueng cheng branch people,and the boys started to talk to us.wasnt it funny?haha.we just like answer yes or no,didnt want to talk much.and the parade started,we saw sqdmates marching in lorh,so wei feng!!haha they look extremely cute in their first uniform.but so sad it only lasted for half an hour.we were dismissed and at that point we march back to the waiting area and waited for our bus,where hamburgers and mineral water were served.yea and we waited until about 8pm for the bus.my legs were aching lorh.but too bad.haiz.anw on the bus we were like making so much noise den all of us couldnt sleep.haha we talk through.and after dat we reached school and changed before going home.that time was like 8.50pm le and the school was very dark (:

JIAYOUS PEOPLE FOR NPDP TODAY! (:
haha i need to change now to go cedar le.

met sirius in toapayoh interchange at around 10.30 like dat.took a LONG JOURNEY OF 1HOUR and 15MINS bus ride on 163 to there,and i will never ever step up on that crazy,bumpy and anything you call it,the bus anymore.my butt hurts man.met chrysan and athirah there,and they were like walking around and i had to run after them.after about 5mins hafeeza arrived and jiatian was just right beside her and both never saw each other.WOW?!haha funny dudes.waited and waited,winghay and fionat arrived and we lost patience and went straight to long john because someone said ** would go there,so we try luck larh.and yea we queued up to buy COMBO 1 which WAS CHICKEN!!cannot change to fish.and i so hate the counter girl.cheat my money.give me combo 1 without pepermint and charge me $4.40.waste money.she was like talking so soft and i couldnt hear,and when she repeated so many times but to no use.i was like saying,"no.no."all the time,in case she give me something expensive.but she gave me one LARGE size of lemon tea which costs 80cents more.WTH.im so broke larh.we met amirah and azizah there and followed by rosalind,jessica and yuting.and know what?we made tons and loads of sounds there.people was looking at us as thought we were cedarians.haha.we were so noisy.went to toilet with jiatian,hafeeza,chrysan and shalini.me and shalini decided to hide ourselves when they are in the toilet and when we ran to the escalator we saw **!!haha im so super duber happy man.we told sirius and practically everyone went up to kaypoh.LOL.when me jiaqi and blah blah want to buy PINK hairband,and saw yizhen plus yingsi,which they are having class gathering.(me and hafeeza skiped it to have sqd outing instead)and we chatted.at there jiatian they all saw delphinus maams and ran into long johns,LEAVING ME AND HAFEEZA IN THE LURCH.we were clever girls and we went back to long john.and saw maams.ops.and we instantly went so quiet,but there it was still very noisy and some of us went to buy hairband.but as i know,the other part of sirius made alot of noise there.hmm.yeah and im happy (: i took the last PINK hairband and athirah was like so angry and sad.sorry.yea and it only cost 60cents.although i know sooner or later it would break but who cares,at least it looks appealing to me.walk to toapayoh stadium after dat.and had practise with maams.well i just realised that actually im better with right hand.haha kuku me.had the race like just 45mins after it started.was terribly sad with my performance.i could have ran faster if i did not sprain my knee like 10 mins before it started.haha.too bad not fated maybe.

sorry guys if i forgot your birthday please let me know.i got short term memory.

oh what lame,three posts in a day.freaking bored.

ok jeremy peh.ATC is not as fun as you thought to be.although wadeva your senior told you,i dont know if it would be fun or as you say,SLACK.if not it would not be an annual camp.and stop smsing me those crap stuffs or say something like you forgot who jiaqi is and anything.you gonna burst my sms and dad will deduct money from allowance.hmm i know you hope this would happen but please kindly refrain.if not on ATC i will hack you to death.as i said,whoever same group as you will be tortured to death by your crapness and lameness.

i hate myself!

i hate myself!

wish someone will just shoot a bullet through my head

and leave me to die

how i wish.

why she didnt come back??is sirius so meaningless to her now??

haha just recovered from my sickness and im feeling GOOD.yeah.in fact im too okay to be true larh.anw going to tpy macs tml with sirius.YAY.but i have to leave like 10 mins before the others so that i can practise my running with maams.hmm wonder if they will leave with me or i go alone.LOL.yeah and kuku hafeeza told me i had to do marshalling.scare me leh.budden lucky didnt,if not i have to bring many outfits along.yeah i hope tml i wont be scared,cuz normally when im nervous or scared,i will usually have stomachpain and cant run.since the day when jiaqi called me to say im running,i havent been able to calm down.you know,everytime when im in toapayoh stadium i had to run,since pri3 onwards.last yr in serangoon stadium i need not run,den this year need to run.hmm fate?

lol.i really really hope im not scared.grrr.oh yea.must return yingsi her spec hooks tml.she got duty.wonder if she will reach the interchange on time.if not i had to really get to the stadium

AHA.a new section : my profile. as you see on my info << style="font-weight: bold;">all layout here are 100% original and no ripping thanks.i spent two hours on this whole blog and please appreciate,if not scam.

credtis to http://vintage-melody.org for coding tutorials and http://photoshop.com for the picture and brushes from http://blogskins.com. i found the brushes somewhere in blogskins but lost the url.anyone who know please let me know THANKS (:

made this skin myself.had the idea after seeing many people with these kind of skins.i love the colour,black and white.OKAY.i know i had little pictures,but actually i had many ok?only im to lazy to upload or call it NO TIME.mum is nagging me now lor,saying i should go studying instead.WTH.ok nvm.im kind.i added a new section called BIRTHDAYS.i put as many people's birthday as possible.erm sirius,if you cant find yours pls be patient.cause i could not find your data.should be somewhere in the comp,but too many files le.SO SORRY.ok if anyone found i left you out pls let me know.i mean i dont have super brains.

just smsed sirius to bring $1.50 more tml.haiz i tell you,my sms will go broke okay tia month.i smsed ppl at least 50 plus a day.my mum will confirm deduct money from my allowance.ew.but nvm i shall be cool towards it.we are gg to plaza singapura on monday to buy AHEM.lala.we hope to do it DIY den more meaningful.

hafeeza and all the malay girls are going to johor baru tml.SO COOL RIGHT?! yeah and atiqah is going also.GOOD.at least nobody is gonna pinch me anymore (: hehe.im quite mean right?but she really is very bad leh.you know i nearly died sitting beside her for term1 and last yr term 4.AFIQAH! stop putting me together with her anymore.i will die.okay.

GOOD LUCK HAFEEZA AND ATHIRAH! haha i know it would be fun.i wanna go also.i WANT TO GO! :( but nvm i knew you all wld have a good time. im so sad now.no parade until 5/5.i want parade so much.every week im looking forward to parade.wouldnt it be hell without it?? sad larh.i be so sian these few weeks without parade.mum will ask me to do homework do homework all day long.den i be so restless in class and i cant concentrate. JEEZ.

I HATE YOU!
GO AWAY
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

Sad,

nothing else.

Just leave me alone.

Let me cry.

[original version]

hey mickey

you so fine,you so fine

you blow my mind

hey mickey,yeah

hey mickey,yeah

hey mickey
you so fine,you so fine
you blow my mind
hey mickey,yeah
hey mickey,yeah

[version 1.0]

hey sirius
you so fine,you so fine
you blow my mind
hey sirius,yeah
hey sirius,yeah
hey sirius

you so fine,you so fine

you blow my mind

hey sirius,yeah

hey sirius,yeah

[version 2.0]

hey sirius
you so blind,you so blind
you poke my eyes
hey sirius,yeah
hey sirius,yeah

hey sirius

you so blind,you so blind

you poke my eyes

hey sirius,yeah

hey sirius,yeah

im permantly not posting for a period as nobody is tagging and im sick of blogging le.so people BYES!

we won second in the triple 'r' competition.im happy for cedar np.i hope to wear the white uniform and go goh. however,there's something im not happy.i guess you all noe right??

okay i dunno wad happened between us,at first we are so united n bonded.but now??we are like so separated cuz of goh.must we ever come to this?will we end here?i hope not.we can settle this if ppl can just cool down,and not dao ppl.i noe today i dao all of you,but is like once u all come to shalini's hse you ppl like dao us.even hafeeza could not take it. like today,when u all having thrashing session,all fo you couldnt cool down,even im downstairs i could hear u shouting. and nobody was willing to do the card thingy.i was always the one to do the cutting n others decorate it.i really didnt noe how to do now,im in a mess.i just hope i could just ignore all these and proceed on wif my life,but i simply cant do it.i just hope to dont care everything and keep my mouth shut.but i cun.i dont noe wad to do now.i really dont,maybe i should just keep myself shut up and dont care about everything.

i dont noe.i really dont noe.i hope all these is just nightmare.i hope i can dont care.